Okay, I have been silently freaking out for the past two and a half days. Stomach tightened . . . heart rate considerable faster . . . and on the verge of tears ( Read more... )

haha I'm sooo stupid . . . . my whole body hurts.

Hahaha, life is so cynically amusing!

A few years ago, EVERYTHING seemed sooo important. We made big deals about everything; right down to who got to sit next to who.

But now when I look back I find it all pathetically amusing . . .

Especially now when I don't seem to care about anything anymore.
I'll let things just run their course . . .

I hate people pushing me into things . . .

Help, I’m slipping ( Read more... )

I hate going to bed (I have to much energy for it)! But lately I seek it out just so I can hear my thoughts. There's so many of them these days that trying to understand and hear them all gets me tired ( Read more... )

Mayah will always be your youngest ( Read more... )

New Resolution: Stop holding back ( Read more... )

HELP ME ( Read more... )

I watch . . . as it fills my room