There is something seriously wrong with me ( Read more... )

"Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines ( Read more... )

::Her eyes are wide with delite and wonder::
She: "The last Melon!"
::She bites into the last remaining CheezIt::
Me: "Karina, I love you just the way you are . . ."
::we both crack up laughing::

YES!!! My mom bought me blue lipstick, so now I can look like I froze to death. I LOVE IT!!!!

How is it possible to feel so strongly about someone . . .
and then suddenly all those feelings are gone?

I took another one of my late night walks yesterday. I walked into the darkness losing myself in it. I don't know how some people can be afraid for it, it's so calming and comforting. I'm always safe in the dark ( Read more... )

I had to barricaded my door and draw the shades in my room, so I could eat a grapefruit today.
Security seemed very important, at that moment . . .
and now I just find it highly amusing . . .

I feel better now!
I'm numb . . .dead . . .emtionally drained. Much better.

I can't talk, can't move, can't think, and can't even hate any more.
The only part of me that's moving at the moment is the inside of my spinning head.

Numbness is great . . .I'm at peace.

What will people say about me after I die??

Blood trickles out of the corners of her eyes ( Read more... )

November 5, 2003 ( Read more... )