i'm not about to let you throw this all away...

Oct 19, 2005 22:25

sooooometimes i feel like i've eaten too much chocolate ( Read more... )

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stray October 20 2005, 02:53:26 UTC
Pssst. Get on MSN more!

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blackened_angel October 21 2005, 02:05:36 UTC
yes, just as soon as this week is over. PROMISE.

*hug* :)

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scraatch October 20 2005, 04:52:15 UTC
" it would be nice to be THE person for A someone, and have it be mutual."

I'm pretty sure that this is impossible.
If it happened the world would esplode.
Is that what you want?!

Heh, I'm actually being half serious as well - the thought of being the THE person is totally alien to me.

Maybe kickedndown Lindsay needs time to get up without the help of someone else? I don't think you can really be happy with someone if you do't know how to be happy with just you..

+we need some...
COFFEE or..
KIWIS

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blackened_angel October 21 2005, 02:13:49 UTC
i guess i meant the above comment more in the short-term type of way. i don't know if i could be THE person for A person forever (or 'forever')... :/

i just want someone so badly to love me (qualified: in 'that' way). i feel very lonely and unlovable. having just spent two years in a relationship, trying to convince myself that i DO have some worth to my person, i'm really sick of picking myself up off the ground whenever i got beaten down there by the stick of stupid j-'reason'.

and yeh, coffee and kiwis and lotsa talking will help. next week is good for me...i only work ONE job! wee!

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scraatch October 21 2005, 02:28:09 UTC
Hahah, I meant short term. But I could totally see you being the one for lots of people. I think possibly you are just this |<-->| much crazy and thats why you don't see it. ^_^

Next week is good! maybe thurs?

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blackened_angel October 22 2005, 15:55:12 UTC
hmm...thursday in the evening? :D (i work until 5 that day...all of a sudden, i'm getting 9-5 shifts, five times a week, at sears. excellent. :P )

and yeah, i guess i am crazy. or just...have weird 'standards' or something. i dunno. all the guys i like are...away, or ridiculously not my type, or something. the boys that are here are sorta...too close to home, maybe? like, i'm too afraid to even notice/think about them? :( i don't even have any CRUSHES on boys here!! no fair! (hunky pierre doesn't count. he's a man. :P )

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anonymous October 20 2005, 09:57:21 UTC
J is a jerk who cares more about being stylish and having the latest gizmo than he does about any human being. Unless they are stylish and popular enough, then he'll care. You are so much better off without him. He's a pig.

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blackened_angel October 21 2005, 02:03:05 UTC
<3

thanks. it's nice to know i wasn't hallucinating the way he treated me (and all human beings)...

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squeek_squeek October 23 2005, 23:02:33 UTC
I was so curious about all this chocolate you kept talking about so I came back here to see what you had :) By jove, that's a bunch of chocolate!

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aznflipolicious October 24 2005, 17:46:57 UTC
i can be your hero baby... :P

u don't need ne1 2 make u feel special, coz u already are. :D

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blackened_angel October 25 2005, 19:22:45 UTC
SID!!!!

:D

i was WONDERING who this random name was!! :P

(wait. if you're my hero, does that mean you're actually enrique iglesias in disguise?!!? YOU MUST COME SING FOR ME NOW!!) haha!

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