you'd think with time this would fade away ( Read more... )

Now im simply consfused. I saw him tonight, at church, and it was suprisingly... nice. I walked in and he saw me from across the lobby, his eyes lit up and his head shot up and he smiled an walked over. Thats before excusing himself from the person he was previously talking to. *smirk* "Are you doing okay?" I just looked at him and smiled, he was ( Read more... )

yay for the beach! now im tan! and....slghtly red...

Sometimes someone loves you so much, its like a gun. They love you so much, they shoot it into your head. And as the bullet sinks deeper, the words still echoe in whats left of your mind, i love you. Sometimes someone loves you so much, it drives you off the brink of existence. They love you so much they watch you fall as their words float down to ( Read more... )

Track meet this morning, did physical training or what-not. It was the most awesomest workout. Went to friends house, paritied hardy, went to other friends house to borrow her dress to wear to other friends party. Went home, got ready, went to friends party. Chatted with even more friends, watched friends look like silly little idiots dancing the " ( Read more... )

It was a serious of extremes. Love and passion. He made me the happiest I had ever been, people noticed that i was happier. But he also made me the saddest at times, he made me nervous and paranoid, untrusting and uncofident. He made me feel beautiful, but sometimes he made me feel ugly and worthy. I was a queen, then i was a slave. i was his all, ( Read more... )

You wear your idiocy like a crown, and the glare is just too bright to ignore.

P.S.
Date in a few hours!!

aaaaaaah!!! omgsh, tomorrow were going to go on a date! its our first real date since that episode at seaworld like a year ago! im so excited and like FREAKIN happy but now im starting to kina freak out. what if like the day is just PERFECT, and its the most awesome date ever, yet then the next day were all....idk..weird with each other. Im ( Read more... )

he said I love you! Those were his exact words! I could just float away on a cloud..... ive been so happy and dumb and hyper all day. *scrunch face did*

he's driving me insane, get out of my head!!!!