and if i were to die this night, would my coffin attract a crowd. or would i lie a thousand ages with nothing but falling leaves. i feel like screaming into the night, in hopes that you will come running. you have before, your the only who ever came running at the sound of pain in my voice. your phone number doesnt work, and i havent talked to you ( Read more... )

ah! my favorite sock just got a hole in the toe! oh the agony. now instade of saying I (heart) (picture of cute monkey), it says I Heart Monkey Toe. grrr, well i just got back from a school basketball game. we lost =( by six points. im cold and tired and trying to finish my pic and talk to someone at the same time, so ciao.

she wept and whispered unto the night, no one will come. no one will ever come.

and no one did, and no one ever will.

Heavenly are my thoughts of you, though all you bring is hell. Lovely are my visions of you, although you are so putrid. I see you bathed in angelic light, yet your heart is dark and vengeful. Your soul laced with malice and vile intentions. Sweet smiles did fool us all, but the words that poured from those very lips were poisoned with black deceit ( Read more... )

"you may ask yourself many questions in your life, and you may hear answers, but you will never grow if you do not seek the lord."
~ my friend with flaming red hair

Achingly close, yet equally distant ( Read more... )

I had the weirdest dream last night. I was running away from something, running running running with everything i had until i reached this one room. and inside the room was this beautiful baby with bleach blonde hair and bright sky blue eyes. I went over and kissed it on the forehead and nose, and then rubbed my head on his. then the baby tried to ( Read more... )

They ask me why i ever went out with him ( Read more... )

So I stood upon the edge of indecision, a heavy burden upon my soul. I stepped forward yet stumbled, I nearly decided, yet faltered, and the opportunity bled away. I wished upon so many stars yet none my question would answer. I screamed out until my throat grew hoarse, yet no one would hear my cry. I tried so hard to hold on to everything, but the ( Read more... )

You know, sometimes i stop and think about all this, and I realize I never cared. Not once did my heart truly yearn for you, nor my soul wish you were near. I've muttered sarcasm to my friends near me, or made faces when you hug me to gain laughter of those behind you, yet never praised you. I've never been touched with sorrow at your departure, ( Read more... )