Cody and I broke up.

so i think i'm really starting to annoy Colin... i'm sorry about that...

i also have a horse show next week and i'm finally starting to feel the nerves...

life, it seems, has come to haunt me again.

i love you, Leah. You have always been a good friend to me, and i'm afraid i'm losing you just like i lost Sean.

Kellen's party was thought provoking. Sean C. was invited. I talked and joked with him like I used to, back when he was my best friend. I kept remembering the times he would call me, and we'd talk for hours about nothing important, but seemed so important at the time. For three years we would hang out together, and then it suddenly stopped. No ( Read more... )

nobody has the right to taunt someone who does not have the mental capacity to stand up for themselves. nobody.

sometimes i think people don't "deserve" anything.

I was reading "The Tell-Tale Heart" today, and I thought about what kind of fan mail Mr. Poe got after writing that one. People probably thought he was a criminal or insane, or perhaps both. Although, one pauses to think that criminals with a capacity to do what he describes are some of the most brilliant people who have ever lived. Hmmm...

"See, I think drugs have done some good things for us, I really do, and if you don't believe drugs have done good things for us, do me a favor. Go home tonight, take all your albums, all your tapes, and all your cd's and burn 'em. 'Cause you know what, the musicians who made all that great music that's enhanced your lives throughout the years? ( Read more... )

STRESS

my muscles won't de-tense, i'm feeling jittery, and i feel like i need something new, like a tattoo or piercing or snake or something. maybe i'm having a midlife crisis...