so the "tri-school dance" was actually good! they played music you could actually dance to, and there were super cool people there! woot!

So the deal is, I leave for France two days before Cody's birthday. Rightly so, he is upset about this, but I've told him that I will make it up to him somehow, and I already have something in mind. He continues to mope, however, and seems to find it rather satisfying to see that this is causing me a significant amount of pain. I feel terrible ( Read more... )

i love Cody and his family. i just wish they both wouldn't use me as leverage.

so...yeah.

man, now only the nicotine will curb the anxiety. flargin bad, man.

time for a good ol' self put-down.

i'm fat.
i don't think i'm pretty in the least bit.
i'm not photogenic.
i have no friends that would like to spend time with me outside of school.
my boobs are too big.
my back is fucked up.
i'm not smart enough to understand basic algebra.
blargh.

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i had a panic attack on sunday night. i wish he'd just love me for who i am instead of for what he wants me to be.

I'd like to apologize to David, Colin, and Dusty especially for leaving the party last night, but Cody broke my trust in him for the third time, and I couldn't stay there anymore. I hope you'll all understand.