My mom and I got into another discussion today about me and Bill moving in together. No, as of right now, we're not moving in together, but its been brought up. Yet, so many other things have been brought up as well. I wanna get married, I wanna have a family. he'll tell me he wants to live with me, but if anything else gets brought up...its time ( Read more... )

this day has been bullshit. First, I get broken up with...then 30 minutes later he freaking asks me back out. Now...he wants to take it slow. He said he "cant" make out with me. what the fuck. oh my god. No, and he wont even say he loves me, oh my god. He told me he loved me before we even fucking started dating and he's sittin here saying we're ( Read more... )

marinebrat190 (5:47:33 PM): your there for what...2 years ( Read more... )

I HAVE A PROM DATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Chris Gurerro is taking me to prom!

YAY!

sooo yeah.....me nad cameron broke up

turns out we didn't click anymore. *shrugs* oh well

but we're still friends....so thats good. :)

ttyl love ya'll

okay so...yeah, today my boyfriend was being retarded. We went to his house, me, elana, chris lee and chris gurrero. So...yeah, me and Chris were hangin all over each other. Partly b/c I was trying to make cameron jealous and partly b/c I like him. Cameron didn't even care. The only time he touched me or kissed me was if I initiated something. ( Read more... )

oh my god.

oh my god.

OH MY GOD!

I just found out last night that the man who shattered my heart into a million pieces last year. Wants me back.

Until I started dating Cameron, I waited and waited for this to happen. And then I accepted that he was over me and moved on.

Boy was I wrong.

I'm so fucking confused. I hate this.

I'm using this instead of myspace because not everyone knows my lj ( Read more... )

omg. I love him. Like seriously. I love him like mucho. And we've only been together for a month. I hope it doesn't move too fast. And I hope our entire relationship doesn't become based on sex...or anything like that. Cuz that sucks. That was pretty much my relationship with Brian and I don't ever, EVER want another relationship...or guy like him ( Read more... )

why do I feel like this? after my years of putting up my tiny, safe shell to shield me from whatever might hurt me. And I'm afraid I might get hurt. again. I tore down my shell. I chose too. Cameron knows the real me and he accepts it. My horrible past, who I am...who I was. And I love him. So..hopefully I won't come out of this one really bad off ( Read more... )