I dunno what that last post was about. I was just really emotional. But, I went to Cameron's yesterday. And we had our first kiss. It was amazing. :). He is so amazing. I don't know what I'd do without him. he sweet, funny, he respects me. Which I haven't had from a significant other in a looooong time. And he's completely adorable. I mean..so ( Read more... )

So...I'm kinda afriad. My friend Sophia just got dumped by this guy that she loved...loves. We all thought they'd stay together. They went out for 3 months. If the most perfect relationships don't last....what hope do the rest of us have? I would die if I lost Cameron. He's so sweet. He treats me with respect. Which is a miracle in itself. I like ( Read more... )

Okay, so I know I've already done this. but yeah....my boyfriends amazing. I'm sorry I have to. I mean, if someone told me 2 weeks ago that he was gonna ask me out. I would have never believed them. :). This is the happiest I've been in a long time. A very long time. I'm ecstatic. He's so sweeet. And if you wanna see him. He's my number 1 on ( Read more... )

So...yeah... somethin weird has happened. there's this guy in my Sanish 2 class, and no, I don't like him. Its just weird, he looks exactly like my ex Brian. Well, even better, he's friends with my current boyfriend, Cameron. weird....hmmm...lol ( Read more... )

um...omg i am so happy!!!!!!!!! So yeah, theres this guy i like, Mark. If you've heard about him...yeah, if you haven't you soon will. Anyways....according to my gurl down here, Elana (who was just as confused by this as I was). She talked to him today. And according to her...he likes me and is planning to ask me to Homecoming! AAAHHH! I am sooo ( Read more... )

So....here I am. Being bored out of my fucking mind. Also talking to Brian on AIM. heehee. Its kinda fucn to piss him off nowadays. Maybe I'm just way too cynical. I've been watching too much Dawson's Creek. Doubt it, but whatever. I'm so tired and my head hurts, and I'm drinking ginger-ale and istening to all this music I got yeaterday. Yay. Laura ( Read more... )

I feel so drawn. He's my alcohol. I'm drawn to him like a fly is drawn to fly paper. I breathe him, I dream about him. and I have no idea what to do about it. I dont think I've ever been in a position like this. Usually, as my friends like to put it. I can go anywhere and meet a guy. And I have no problem flirting, And now, I don't know if I have a ( Read more... )

I feel like an idiot. I always put myself out there andd set myself up to get hurt. And i never learn. You;d think I would huh? Anyways.....heres what's goin down. So, yeah, as usual. Theres this guy. And I like him. and i flirt, and it seems that he flirts...................but.........nothins goin on. I'm confused. I've never met anyone like this ( Read more... )

Wow. So, I feel like an idiot. I mean, I just got in a lot of shit with this person and what he did to me was totally wrong and he shouldn't have done it and I should hate him. So...why am I trying to find reasons to forgive him? Have i completely lost it? Seriously. I am an idiot. This really sucks. I can't sleep at night, I dream about him. I ( Read more... )

Well. Went to church tonight. found out 2 things I really didn't wanna or need to know. Well, need to maybe, want to....no. First off, Brian's sick. realy sick. But he seems to be recovering pretty good. Hopefully, he'll be back in training in about 2 weeks. Course, he won't come home till about 2 weeks later. But oh well. He should be home before ( Read more... )