Brian told me he had joined the army early march. Since then, I have cried myself to sleep. And its gotten worse since he left. The last time i got a good nights sleep was the Huntsville trip. At the end of March.I miss him so much. He is the most amazing thing that ever happened to me. he taught me how to believe in myself, he taught me that I can ( Read more... )

I've been thinking. Everyone around me, well almost everyone, is or has been concerned about someone. So, I am starting this prayer list so that if your concerned about someone they can be on here. This will also be on my myspace, to which the link is www.myspace.com/interestingdayiloveyou for those who don't know it. Now, you can take this and ( Read more... )

omg! This is crazy! What, you ask, is crazy this time? I'll tell you my friend. LIFE!!!! Life is crazy! Life has no meaning, no point. And one would think, that me being me, would have already figured that one out. But no! Life never ceases to amaze me. It just seems to throw new hurdles and obstacles at everyone. Me, especailly. Yeah, yeah, I know ( Read more... )

Well, I talked to Brian today. It was pretty cool. Kyle came, so I couldn’t really talk to Brian. But, even if I could…. I don’t know what I’d say. I mean, every time I want to talk to him. I chicken out and can’t find the words to say. I dont know what I'm going to do. I feel like this whole army thing is tearing us apart. And I'm sooo afraid I'm ( Read more... )

Wow, I hate my life. I swear. I called my boyfriend this afternoon at 5. Well, he said he'd get dressed and come on over. Guess what!? NEVER SHOWED! Jesus Christ! What the fuck! I swear! men are soooo insensitive. It drives me crazy! you think he'd pick up the phone and at least call me to tell me he can't/isn't coming. But, guess not. URG! SHIT! ( Read more... )

wow, I dont understadn my life at all. I mean, I've got people telling me to go on a break with my boyfriend, but I dunno. I love him too much, but we're like. not talking. Anyways, I'll write more later. dads evil. night all

Its just like granddad always said. If the marines wanted you have a family, they'd have issued you one when you joined. Its the same way with the army. Or in my case, a love life. I swear! Its crazy! I havent seen/talked to Brian in 3 days and now he'll be gone for an entire week! I mean, you think the army would let himhang with his family and ( Read more... )

Wow, I havent written in here in forever. Anyways, I'm puttin this here b/c I dont want anyone on my MySpace to see it. (which by the way is www.myspace.com/interestingdayiloveyou). So, yeah. This whole thing is that. One of my freshman friends, Kyle Pruett, has or had a crush on me. Well, me and his brother thought it would be funny to pretend we ( Read more... )

alright! I'm pissed.....again. but what else is new!? yeah.....gonna go b4 I kill someone. stupid bullshit! FUCK! bye guys I love Drew!

well, drew is no longer in astronomy with me. oh well. hes still cool. we were talkin today. hes funny. teehee. gawd. hes hot. pshaw. hahahahaha. lalalalalla. doodooodooodoo.. hahahaha i'm sooo hyper. llllaaaaa. well..I'll ttyl! love you guys!