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a fine principal has become with you not out side there you see merrily walkiiiiii.... keep in con tact w t t t t you later. i see how you per a graph my own now won nwo wno

i'm done with this thing. to many crappy people on here and i don't really care if they know about my life or not and i really don't care about thiers. the only people i'm interested about i talk to anyway. so everyone can fuck off.

i never feel like writting anything that makes sense. i want everything to be meaningless, or at least show that i am aware of the fact. racoons only lay down to die. a farmer somewhere will find his shovel. standing still for three hous causes the capulaies in you legs to slowly shrivel up but the weird thing is that they take the shape of sea ( Read more... )

i've been very sick these past few days and i just got back from a long walk in the hot sun and i am realizing that it was a very bad idea. i feel ten times worse now then i did before i went to that acursed journey. i guess today will be another day of laying around and feeling like shit.

lets see lets see. what experinces do i see fit to share with the world this morning. haven't really done anything i think any needs to hear about. been reading a lot. some books i've had sitting around that i've always ment to get around too. so nobody really know anything huh? that's weird. I wonder how you feel about that. I mean there ( Read more... )

i never know what to say to anyone anymore. it's a lot easier not talking, but then i start to feel like everyone hates me for not talking and then that just prevents me from starting to talk. oh well, there are reasons for all of this, just like anything else. it seems the only person you really exsist to is yourself. you are the only one that ( Read more... )

there is only one thing that ultimatly exsists and there are infinte things that exsist as well. the way to look at this is simple. let's say you have a drawing on a piece of paper of a cat. now, when you view this dipiction you could say you saw a drawing of a cat. or you could say, you see each individual line that makes up the drawing. one ( Read more... )

a lot of days spent messed up. i'm starting to think things are working out. a good stand point. we can mark these points so we can always return to them. i'm sure there are a million roads that lead to no where. i am starting school again. i'm sure it will be bad. i can't imagine being stable. nothing to look forward to. last night i ( Read more... )

a fine night, a mild climate. staying inside, wearing the same pants for three days, trying not to change clothes until i leave. i've been trying to stay awake as much as possible the last three days. i go to bed around five or six and get up usually around nine or ten. i'm not sure why i am doing this, but it has made me very cranky and the ( Read more... )