so im at lex's house untill sunday. and he went shopping today! haha and we got some really preppy clothes, but i don't care what the hell people think of me anymore. we both got those stupid neclaces with your initial on it, but shes has my 'C' and i have her 'L' so its acutally pretty funny because i call her cookie and she and josh call me ( Read more... )

Well I'm back in the class ( Read more... )

I had it with kyle, sick and tired of all the drama and all the bull shit. i don't have a healthy realtionship with that kid anymore, and im not going to get hurt again. today we watched gettysburg and i hate the civil war. evetytime i see a movie or talk about it i get freaked out and can't sleep. so i tried telling my stupid principle that so i ( Read more... )

things are just a blur right now, and i feel numb. i want to just be by myself sometimes and have nobody bother me anymore, but then again,i want to be near the one person that gets me, dana dude i love that girl more than life itself. the best the only one that i know is always there, but dana be happy okay, im helping myself and getting better, ( Read more... )

hey;im caitlin and im 14(15 in a week) and ive been cutting for 4 years now. and it feels good to say that. i don't have a boyfriend i only have one friend who knows what im going through and im thinking joining this community will help me. so thanks in advance for listening.

so today fucking sucked ass more than anything. i spent practically the whole day in guidence thanks to my big mouth. things go soo fucked up with shit that i had no where to turn since alex and kyle aren't speaking to me and we arent friends anymore and i think rachel had enough of my bullshit i figure hey we gotta shrink at the school i'll talk ( Read more... )

alex and kyle are going to the 9th grade dance together... ya that is fucking gay and we all know it. i told kyle i cut and he won't talk to me now, thats how the whole thing got started and all i gotta say is that im sorry to kyle and i love you ..but hey what can i do now? hes not talking to me and i guess life has to move on

so i went to go get my dress for the 9th grade dance, and um it looked horrable on me so i didn't get it. but im going tomorrow again to see if i like any others. i still don't have a date so i guess im just going to go with alex and get it over with. im in a really good mood right now and i think im going to go and play with water ballons with my ( Read more... )

so i went to see my 'shrink' yesterday and i got some tests done and yea im on new medication and its working really well for the most part. i don't want to kill myself and i don't have the urge to cut anymore. and talking to some1 about my problems and have them not judge me. all in all today was a good day. people got to see a side of me that i ( Read more... )

& he made me think again..