"Maybe I didn't really know you. Maybe you were just a mirage. Maybe the world is full of food and sex and spectacle and we're all just hurling towards an apocalypse, in which case it's not your fault. I'm been thinking about all these things and... you're probably standing there monitoring. And one more thing - about the letter. Nuke it. Flame it ( Read more... )

All I can think
Is that I regret so much.

I regret allowing other people take control of my life.
I regret idly standing by while this post-high school atmosphere has worn down so intensely on my personality.
I regret turning my back on all the things I used to find important, letting go of all the things I used to believe in.
I regret not going to ( Read more... )

The past few weeks in 350 words or less:

x Getting drunk, being terrified by Jen's glow in the dark hand, and sleeping with cooking pots

x Hot Australians on the beach bringing pythons to the beach for attention

x 3 am "sorta street races but not really because I just pretend I win"

x Staying up until 2 or 3 am and going into work later and later
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Second-guessing the intentions of others is a stressful job.

And I'm the employee of the month.

"When I sell lemonade, I always give the first glass away for free, but the second glass is $5.00. That's because the refill is the antidote."

x  If you could die from having too much fun in one week, I'd be dead dead dead because this week has been a goddamn blast.
Love love love.
And Late Late nights.

x  The Alkaline Trio concert ruled my life, and yours as well.
Breathing Matt Skiba's air was the greatest experience of my entire life.
Derek and I shared 37 looks, and Matt and I shared a ( Read more... )

x  There are very few things more pleasant than riding in the car with Ashley Cato.

x  In a few short hours, I'll be on my way to Ft. Lauderdale.
And tomorrow evening I'll be watching Matt Skiba and the Alkaline Trio on stage,
Listening to songs about serial killers and pyromantic love.

xx blame the man: the trio and my best friend
xx blame the man: ( Read more... )

x  I love the Coke commercials with the guys who go on a road trip and meet bike jousters.
"Punk's not dead, dude."

x  Yellowcard should never, never, never, ever, EVER try to be Billy Idol.
EVER.

x  Today I saw a kid I knew when I was in ninth grade. He was in the parking lot with his girlfriend (who may or may not have been his flame from high ( Read more... )

sunderlandjax: lol  SWISH goes his hair....
sunderlandjax: if he keeps it going much longer he is gunna be sasquatch