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For the first time in a long time I'm genuinely happy
life is still throwing it's obstacles at me
but everything looks perfect from such great heights
Im a follower
of 1 heart and 1 god
and in that and a life he has given me
I regret one thing and one thing only

and that was years ago...

Tonight I went to the gym and it was really hard to keep going but I did it and I feel good. Tomorrow is my official day to be hardcore about everything again. I wanted today to be the day but it's brandon's 21st so they had a stonefire and how could I pass that up ( Read more... )

massive amounts of carne asada and alcohol on a sunday night is a flat out bad idea. Don't get me wrong, they were both good and I found out mixing triple sec and mountain dew is my favorite thing ever, but the massive amount part wasn't so good. I looked like a zombie walking around the house this morning. I got home around 2 and couldn't fall ( Read more... )

I'm gonna be honest. For about a week there I was feeling really anti-social, had a bad feeling in my stomach and just wanted to be cut off from the world. There were a few factors that led me into the down time but they really shouldn't have affected me as much as they did. It's amazing how one little thing can fix all of it though. 10 seconds ( Read more... )

Friday/Saturday: went to this party with Robert, Brandon, and Liz. Saw Jodi, Katie, Sierra, Tiffanie, Steve, Steven, and a whole bunch of random people. Found out vodka is not my friend. Gave hugs because thats what I do when I drink. Dropped off brandon and went to LA to drop off Liz. Ate McDonald's and came back to the valley. Stayed up all night ( Read more... )

after every show that I play, I take a walk. I find a quiet place to sit down and just clear my head. I come down from a high of playing a show, I rid my head of all negativity and often pray for strength to face obstacles in my life. know that feeling you get when your current situation just reminds you of old summer days when you didn't have a ( Read more... )

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for anyone that looks at this but not my myspace
The Black Tie Conspiracy is playing the cobalt tonight
with some pretty awesome bands I must say
check it out if you can
we go on at 8 45

my new phone (once my bills are all paid off and I have enough money to pay phone bills and save up at the same time)


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