woot!!! I love you steph. What you wrote describes me to a t! haha, I never put myself in a situtation like that becuase I don't want to screw something up. I'm like a good little christian girl. haha I have never drank or smoked anything or had sex. Alot of people at school are like OMG what the hells wrong with you!?!? Well, I don't smoke becuase I don't want to screw up my voice. I don't drink becuase many people in my family where alcoholics. And I have no interest in having sex in high school becuase I don't want to have to deal with anything else. Also if I did any of those things, I wouldn't feel like me. I would feel like everything I am was just flushed down the toliet. I seriously only have about 5 really really close friends at school. And a bunch that I talk to but I wouldn't call them my best friends. I mean I hate that whole scene. I don't want to get caught up in it or be a part of it. I'm not going to dress a certain way or act like a bitch, just to be excepted. I'm not a dork but no way am I popular with the "
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oh hannah ♥ you're amazing. i can always count on you to agree with me. it's stupid these days in high school the shit you have to go through to be "accepted". kids are evil & i choose to stay away from it all. and at this point i dont care anymore. in all my years of school, all i ever wanted was to be that popluar kid. i never was, never will be. i've relalized now that i'm better than that. and i have so much going for me in life that why would i want to ruin a good thing by doing something so pointless and harmful to myself such as smoking/drinking/etc. plus being popluar looks hard. haha as stupid as that may sound. but these kids at my school are rich and they take it for granted all the things they do & say. it really bugs me. and im also not accepted for the fact i havent lived there since i was a kid. yeah my town is a bitch sometimes. but its just two more years of this place and i'm gone. thats how i look at it. your comments always make me feel better. you're such a good talker. im glad to see you feel the same way. thank
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Ah! Me too! I know! We always seem to agree on the same subjects. :D But yea I know what you mean. The poplular ones just throw money around on clothes and cars! OMg cars! It seems like everyone has a benz or hummer. A hummer! ew they are too big to drive to school! haha. But its really their parents money. I'm happy that my family has food on the table! My dad and mom work hard for the money they bring home. I feel so bad asking them for money. I rarely ever ask for it. Oh some of those kids with more money than brains! When they talk about peoples clothes, I feel like saying "You have NO idea you RETARD what its like to live paycheck to paycheck!" . :D
yes it was quite an odd entry but i figured i'd go with it. but you're 100% right. thats why i stay away from it all. we've got way too much going for us that i wouldnt want to ruin any of it. & yes you're gonna be an aunt and so am i kinda...hah
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but you're 100% right. thats why i stay away from it all. we've got way too much going for us that i wouldnt want to ruin any of it.
& yes you're gonna be an aunt and so am i kinda...hah
gah i fucking love you back!
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