I had a great time last night. I saw a terrible movie with my good friends and ate late at Denny's. Hellboy is possibly the worst movie I have ever seen in my life, all the while it was also possibly the best thing I have ever seen. There were so many problems with it that one couldn't help but laugh. Anyways, the tenets from downstairs freaked out ( Read more... )

Its been a lazy friday. I cut class, which I shouldn't have, and slept in. We have almost rented out the whole appt complex now, just a few more units to go and then I need two people to live with for next year and I am set. It is just beautiful outside my window. The birds are all active and the flowering trees are waving in the breeze ( Read more... )

Well, its over. I am single now. Amelia broke up with me today, well it was kinda mutual in the sense that I didn't want to work it out anymore, at least not when she had been so hurtful ( Read more... )

Music is pounding in my ears, pounding deeply and fiercly, raging against my firey thoughts. Guitars duel galantly with jealousy, my brain is a battlefield. The bass shakes my soul, doubts disipate and slither into my conciousness ( Read more... )

I have been doing a lot of soul searching recently. Things with my dad couldn't be worse, but that is a story that I really don't want to rehash, suffice to say I don't plan to talk to him ever again. School is finally over. I don't think I have ever been so challenged by college in my life. Then again I don't think I have ever take such hard ( Read more... )

Bangles - James Lyrics ( Read more... )

Hey hey still here. I am afraid that if i don't keep posting every couple months that they will kick me off.

I will post more tomorrow, ahha more, that implies that I have posted anything, anyways ...

namaste

I was overcome with this really powerful want to be there with amelia today. Just her talking about what she was wearing for halloween and all... I don't know it was weird and rather out of synch with how I was feeling at the time. I guess I am still being suprised all the time ( Read more... )

Sometimes I think about everything horrible that can happen in my life. Then I think about that Woody Allen movie where he is an agoraphobic and dresses up in tinfoil so he can catch the love of his life dispite all of his fears. How is this related? Good question, one that my brain will not answer no matter how many times I threaten it with oxygen ( Read more... )

I have been quite delinquent in my postings. shame on me. well not really, I have kinda lost touch with the me that I used to put on this journal. It was a me that pined and cried over girls and the lack there of. it was a me that hated debate and used the journal as an excuse to vent some of my creative energy on things like poetry and shit like ( Read more... )