A weekend spent outside and in the books was exactly what I needed. It's good to break every now and then, but I know exactly what I want and I know how to get it, so the hard parts are up to me and only me. Person A and I are over, no worries. I hope he has taken something from this and can get his life and identity back. I still feel sick about ( Read more... )

Dexter Predictions:
Lundy will sniff Dexter out without meaning to, given his connection with the FBI and Deb, Dex's sister, this could be a juicy complication not to mention he stated the only reason you should kill a man is to save others from this man.-well, this storyline is out for obvious reasons.
Deb might kill herself
Dexter could be ( Read more... )

Worst of times ( Read more... )

Well, I woke up grumpy today because I can't sleep anymore. I'm uncomfortable with everything that is going on, so I'm going to go ahead, complain about it, and FINALLY get some proto-sleep ( Read more... )

I need to ( Read more... )

Crunch time, all before next June/July I need to:
CLEP Biology, Psychology
apply for academic forgiveness in those subjects ive mucked up and cleaned up
apply to APU and University of Alaska
apply for grants and student loans
plan a wedding
yes, plan a wedding... my wedding... our wedding :-)
acquire a temp job here
get a good reference from the ( Read more... )

( time waster )

This journal has been a negative outlet for me the past few weeks. No more of that. No more "waaa the sun is too bright today I think I'll just curl back up and go to sleep" ... no more "my life isn't going anywhere today I might as well hang out in the dark cracked basement until someone changes it for me". no more of that ( Read more... )

despite the J-factor these past few days have gone down smoothly. Yesterday the Madiloo and some pratt-brats came up to do Peevine falls. Damn. That waterfall is better than pot is for some people. I was completely unable to be angry at anyone or enraged about anything, just mellowy goodness raining down upon my bod. gotta love those au natural ( Read more... )

He really is a selfish ass acting like his time is too important to waste on me. Not much of a friend. He banks on us meeting again in the future? Won't even be my friend at the very least now? I'm not impressed... not impressed enough to ever go back to him in the future. Who he is now, who he is becoming disgusts me. So maybe it is for the best ( Read more... )