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I bit the inside of my cheek, and this makes me sad
This sort of thing seems to happen a lot. For as long as I can remember I've had a strangely crooked set of teeth. One of the front ones on the bottom row is pushed back in, and has gradually become more and more overlapped by the two adjacent teeth. Actually, the right side of my mouth is fairly normal, but the left slants inward at a strange ( Read more... ) -
Believe it or not I've been writing
So for the last two weeks or so I've been working on an entry of some kind, mostly about music. For the last month or so I've been feeling steadily more and more shitty for reasons I may or may not get into later. The other night all of these things kind of converged on one another and I had a little... not so much a nervous breakdown, but more ( Read more... ) -
The Many Deaths of ______, #1: Lie
"I can't believe you have the nerve to ask me for a favor. You selfish prick ( Read more... ) -
Happy End of the World
It's the end times, everyone. Welcome back to the death of the world. This time tomorrow, we'll start to do it all over again. Bitch about the cold again, bitch about the heat again, dread and welcome birthdays and holidays all over again. In less than 24 hours, this year burns to the ground, and it's on us to decide what we rescue from the fire, ( Read more... ) -
I was so sure I would never make it
As I walked away from my friend's car the other day, alone in the calm and cool night, I paused for a moment to contemplate the sweater I wore. I thought about how it felt; light, and familiar, as if it were a second skin I had always worn. I felt the material hanging closely around my sleeveless arms, draping warmly over my chest, and allowed ( Read more... ) -
Handwritten journal entry
It's been a long time since I've written. I'm on the bus right now, on my way to meet Wushi for lunch in Little Tokyo, and I was suddenly struck with the urge to write. Sometimes I think it'd be worth it to bus to Hollywood and work at Amoeba again, if only for the trip there and back. I'm sadly realistic enough to know it'd get old after a couple ( Read more... ) -
Some days are better than others, some months are too
Crossposted from Twitter:
"Summary of May so far: Sister divorced and left town, Dad moved to Colorado for work, grandfather died. Let's see what next week fits in."
Funeral's in two hours.
These are the sorts of things I should be writing about.
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Time warp
I have some really sad depressing things I want to write about here, for once not actually directly about my life! But sadly it's really late-early and I don't have time ( Read more... ) -
Fuck birthdays and fuck you too
So originally I had an idea for a very long blog post that would be about music, and get very deep and go into what it is about certain music that makes me like it so much, and then at the very end I would throw in "oh btw it's my birthday today or something ( Read more... ) -
No news is good news
So I've got some time to kill right now, and I felt like writing a bit. It's been brought up recently that it's a bad habit of mine to only write when something bad is going on, and more than that, to not give any details about it. Someone reading this might get the impression that I'm clinically depressed--oh wait ( Read more... )