Very quick update.

I've been in hospital the past 2 weeks, and will continue it the next 3-no idea weeks. I'll be out on weekends, its not bad. oh and I have a diagnosis.

http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/health/medical_notes/1002458.stm

Ha, just want you to know I have run out of options, I left school, I have no qualifications whatsoever, I can't get them because my parents can't afford it, my medical condition is as bad as ever. I'm going to apply for McDonalds. Peace.

I have had a wild fucking week. Been out every day/night for 9 days straights.

Yet with the drinking, haven't been hungover once! Result!

We played chess (I am a fucking geek ok.)!

We played tennis. (I am good ok.)

We had a male orgy. (Lies ok)

Most of it is a blur.

I bought a funky hat then lost it.

ROCK ON

I've decided to come back to lj, so much is going on in my life and I need somewhere to document it whilst sane ( Read more... )

I can't be fucked to do this anymore, something happened in my life , this whole online life cycle, this'll be my last lj post, I may still comment on others, bye.

I saw the best film ever, crash, tonight. It made me realize how much racism affects our culture. I'm actually shocked, I mean even to some degree I am guilty of it, if I see a bunch of whites and a bunch of blacks walking towards me fists clenched, yeah I'll be more scared of the blacks, I blame the fucking media ( Read more... )

I'm feeling physically sick because I'm failing life. I want to just throw up and get rid of the feeling. My heads hurting ALL the time, fucking doctors, I have no answers, I want to steal some morphine. I want to get drunk, but I don't want to let down those close to me. I'm not eating much. I'm pretty much thinking about saying fuck it, doing my ( Read more... )

Basically this is the end for me ( Read more... )

I got stung by a wasp today while doing nothing, my wrist swelled up to the size of a tennis ball and I found it hard to breathe, so I phoned an ambulance, they say I'm allergic. So I need to carry round this coolios pen thing. And they injected this thing into me, it was o.o.

hi btw, sup

I thought this was cute


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