I just had the best day of my life ( Read more... )

just came to say, I love minty.

AND I CANT WAIT UNTIL I MEET WITH HER ON SATURDAY.

Had a fun day out, met martin (mconnarty), jazz (jazz invincible) and phil (?)

it was a good day, lots of laffs.

I'll do it again some day

cheers martin

I'm sleeping, not getting work done, things with me and claire have hit rock bottom, stopped drinking.

basically a small update.

I realize how much I suck at writing lj.

Life has reached a choice for me. Work, sleep or go after the girl I love. If I dont work, I'll never get anywhere, if I dont sleep, I'll be dead within 2 weeks, if I dont have claire, what do I have. Things between me and her have been really off recently, I dont know why ( Read more... )

Close to giving up, coursework and homework are piling up, I'm getting more and more tired, sleeping 2-3 hour nights. Falling asleep in class, I want to give up, but I know the consequences, insomnia is playing up, internet wont work properly. I want to make it all end.

You can ask me any 5 questions no matter how personal, inappropriate, dirty or random.

I promise to answer the questions 100% (100% = 50% in maxland) truthfully

Repost this and see what people want to ask you...

I am sober for the first time in almost 3 days, blacked out, woke up sober. good times lolol. so. stay tuned for further updates

so I got like REALLY drunk last night, I think jen is a bad influence on me :B. anyway, so I was feeling bad, so I drank some vodka, then felt bad, and I was doing that for like 4 hours o.o

it was fun

though i cant remember much

and my head hurts

toodles

I've cracked, I've gone crazy, maybe I already was I dont know, all I know is I'm crying all day all night. and its a bitch. so yeah, I've given up on love, hope and all other things that make life worth living