I've just realized I'm in a sort of loop...I have started back at petsmart after a horrible two and a half months at walmart. I have to admit that having them call and ask for me back was nice. It made it seem like I make a difference no matter how minut. I have been a blundering idiot in the love dept as usual...lol I'm alittle hopeless in that ( Read more... )

I really think that if I continue helping Brooke out here I will be updating like everyday just out of shere boredom...lol I think I've had like 5 customers...but oh well I guess it's better than being slammed but then again it would help the time pass I have 3 1/2 more hours and have cleaned just about everything I can clean except for the ( Read more... )

So once again I've moved...for the better this time at least I hope it stays that way. I had to move out because Britni had gotten really engrossed in her fiancee which is understandable but it made her seem inconsiderate and rude so I decided it was in the best interest for our friendship if I left. I still am not sure if I am going to be a part ( Read more... )

For all the friends I supposedly have they obviously don't care enough to read this or to comment....lol it's sad when your last comment was from someone you don't know who was probably just browsing through the journals and decided to take pitty on me. Oh well, I don't see how I've done anything to deserve the friendship I'm just to easily taken ( Read more... )

I'm so frightened right now I'm embarking on a whole new length of my life where I don't know will take me. I've quit a job that brought good friends but nothing but sleepless nights and stressful days, I can only hope that this decision will not cause me to lose more in my life than I already have. I've recently gone through a shock of what I want ( Read more... )

I was looking up cutting...bc after 7 months without it I did it today...I really felt like I needed help because I obviously can't do it on my own under some causes were BDP and after checking it out it really makes sense...I think I need to go see someone about this...

I hate feeling like this...I hate being this...I just really wish I could just go to sleep and not wake up....it would be so much easier.

I'm having a difficult time right now...it's not horrible but just coping with school and with work is really taking its toll on me. I'm getting very stressed out very quickly. I can't wait until Joanna comes back to take some of the pressure off of me...if I were to be honest I really want to quit my job and focus entirely on school and getting my ( Read more... )

ugh why does fafsa think that I'm going to spend 2600 for my education this year? They call it my EFC (estimated family contribution) I have a bone to pick with them because it is obvious that they have not met my dad because if anything he thinks I owe him money. He's not about to contribute anything to me or my education. I just can't believe how ( Read more... )

Well I am registered for classes for this fall and I'm very excited about the whole situation. I am just really really glad that my life is finally back on track and I'm not going to be working for petsmart for the rest of my life. I sincerely think that working for retail is like trying to make someone happy but never quite succeeding. I am very ( Read more... )