I want my life to go somewhere, but I don't want to put in the effort to make it go somewhere. I think that I've been especially good at not being caught for my whole life until lately. This last two weeks everything has caught up with me almost. Oh well, I had a good streak anyway. I am lacking a motivation to finish off the year right. I want to ( Read more... )

Dear Max, I don't have any other way to contact you, but according to your livejournal info, your birthday is today. I'm assuming you're nineteen. I hope you had a wonderful day and that this year is a good one for you. ~Lauren

When you're driving by yourself with calming music it's easy to think that you could live alone forever and be content. But when you're alone from everyone on a trip or something you remember that maybe you're too scared to go your whole life without anyone. It is hard as an independent person to think of yourself as needing someone, or God forbid ( Read more... )

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At this point, I can only be upset with myself when I don't like how things are. I know that it's my fault when I'm holding myself back. Things that aren't going the way you want them to are so much more frusterating when you have no one to blame except for yourself. Because not only do you have a less than satisfactory situation, you have self- ( Read more... )

Some people consistently make life wonderful for me. And others consistently make it hard for me. And still others are somewhere in between. To all of you, thank you for making my life what it is. It is by no means perfect, but I don't want or expect that anyway. Yeah, life can be hard and confusing. Everyone is finding out who they are and what ( Read more... )

I have a lot fewer friends than I like to admit or think about. I wonder if there's a limit to how many good friends you can have. I guess everyone has a limit based on how much time and attention they have to devote to friends and still take care of their own needs. But I don't think everyone fills that limit. I think most people don't treat ( Read more... )

I was just wondering...

Who believes in abstinence until marriage? And if not, why not?

This is a timeline of my livejournal ( Read more... )

An easy poll for easy times. I pitched this one last year about the same time, but I want new opinions. I don't care if you're in band or not, answer if you feel like it.

If you could make out with anyone(s) in marching band who would he/she/they be?

I'll be doing the hottest of both sexes lists soon, too, I hope. So I guess be ready for that as