I'll take one 'cause I needed to feel it so much
I needed that thing we call fun, but
Now I'm ignored and I'll take some more, till
Something is happening
Cause once I thought you were right here with me, so
Maybe I'll take two or three
Until I believe what I have seen is really happening.

"But baby it don't hurt
Oh, like you thought it would
The more of you the merrier

Now we're lying about the nights
Hiding it all behind the smiles
Take a look at what you did
You probably thought that you'd break my heart
You probably thought that you'd make me cry
But baby it's okay
It's okay

I know everything...."

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Don't do so well being by myself any more.. My mind just seems to race on 100 mphs and I can't seem to slow it down let alone stop it. In all honesty it is a combination of things. Not gonna go into great detail, cause well quite frankly I just don't want to. Been drinking a lot lately, not trying to brag just saying. Trying to numb it all I ( Read more... )

Say something I'm giving up on you..... and I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you.

It's crazy when you are so bonded to someone. Not in a romantic way or non of that but in a family type way. You meet so many people in your life and most don't take the time to realize and appreciate the real ones, the close ones. The ones that have been and will continue to be there without things look bright or bleak. You develop this connection ( Read more... )

Even as I sit here with nothing going on, tv is on mute really the only sound that is happening is the ac, even then it's not quiet. Headaches have been getting worse and I just don't know how to turn it off. It's so damn loud and chaotic in my head all day all the time. Things just run rampant in there at 100 mph and I have no control over any of ( Read more... )

As you walked ( Read more... )

(breath)Where did the time go, I swear I was in high school just yesterday. It seems like only yesterday I was running around acting a fool, playing basketball listening to "alternative rock" chasing girls and living like if nothing else mattered. I swear it was just yesterday I had different people around me. I swear it's as if I went to sleep ( Read more... )

So Josmar has been bugging me to update this. Apparently I made some kind of empty agreement to bring this back from the dead. Not like it really matters cause I'm fairly sure no one reads this anymore but alas here I find myself updating this on my bday. This year just kind of whizzed on by like a fart in the wind. Can't really say I'm too happy ( Read more... )

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