I always thought that not believing in an afterlife would psychologically cripple me in the long run. Well that hypothesis was put to the test last week in quite an abrupt way. Fortunately it turns out that the mind has a very unique way of adapting to these things and so actually knowing, in my own belief, that the end is the end makes my memories ( Read more... )

...great plans and lots of hope. that's what i have to live and strive for. It'll be what will get me out of bed in the next few years; after that i hope it's success that will do so ( Read more... )

"... of course God exists. I mean, look at us... What separates a good movie from a great movie? a good book from a great book? Passion, emotion; without it you have someone, if at all, simply going through the motions... I baked a cake the other day. I used a recipe book. It came out exactly how it should have. It was moist, had good texture, but ( Read more... )

It's the wee (sp?) hour of the morning that it is, I have to wake up fairly early for work and yet no sleep comes; partially because of my extremely awkward sleep cycle during the weekend. how very important it is that i stop that, but fuck it, if it's gonna happen might as well happen while i'm young and able to recover. Saw The Exorcism of Emily ( Read more... )

I'm staring at the one inch scar on my finger that is a result from a cut that a few weeks ago i was sure would be my undoing... it was a simple cut with a serrated knife. Dont offend me by thinking that the involved were at all sober; it is a very sobering experience nonetheless. I saw the bone. There is no doubt about that; Dammit swore (not ( Read more... )

Your Power Color Is Gold
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I was so busy ... so busy trying to live to fill the pages of my vast and empty book. How stupid of me; I didn't realize that it was slipping through my hands. You see, I was living for all the wrong reasons. I was living to parade to others, to prove to myself; I was living to fill up a book of memories that would impress anyone who picked it up ( Read more... )

Who wants a piece of this hot man candy? Dont rush in all at once now... lol; I slay me.

Your Kissing Purity Score: 46% Pure
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...it's a fact: fat kids love rolley ball. Just a thought for those of you that accidentally/deliberately have fat children. Simply take any object with sliding, rolling, moving potential and push it across a surface towards the little Garaputo and have him push the object back at you. Keeps us entertained for hours.

So I came out quite well; ( Read more... )

I dont know it yet, but somehow i'm going to be involved in the theatre; nothing superfluous (one can only dream) but something. Words of wisdom through/from observation: Today, pick someone you know, perhaps someone you know will be helped the most by this, and let him/her know (s)he is appreciated; nothing else. let that person know that what (s ( Read more... )