I feel absolutely devastated, today, my dog, Mohan passed away after seventeen years. I will love him always.

I am never going to date anyone again. I cant take the pain and the hurt that comes after. Not to mention I cant imagine putting myself through this feeling where i feel this absolutely betrayed and alone. I never want to leve my bed and dont feel as if i can face anyone without crying. I dont have anyone to talk to and i might as well be that ( Read more... )

Its been a while since ive posted in this, mostly cause i tend to censor who i choose to see what in my life. The whole no secrets thing between people is not something im overly fond of. But in any case, I need to vent. And this being my journal is my emo ranting place to do so. For the first time in a very long time I find myself incredibly ( Read more... )

I guess I'm starting to know who i am by figuring out what im not.

im so bored of my life that its becoming depressing- it seems to lack any of its previous je ne sais quoi which im fairly sure i spelt incorrectly ( Read more... )

im not sure how i feel.

If i had the words I am and idiot printed on my forehead- that still wouldnt prevent me from making an idiot out of myself.

i hate how the only time i feel like writing in this is when im feeling upset.

let go let go LET FUCKING GO.

on the bright side im going to my first halloween whatever. success.

The only time im afraid of dying is under the realization i havent done anything significant with my life.