Things have gotten progressively more complicated as this week has gone on. Parents left this weekend and I got busted for staying at my house. They didn't care that much anyways so I suppose it wasn't bad at all. Work is so much improved. I actually enjoyed my 8 hour day yesterday. Michael says that I appear back to the person I was during the ( Read more... )

As the past few weeks have gone by and I have had no time for my friends, I've realized how little I care that I am by myself so much. It's like I don't enjoy being around people anymore. All the conversations I hear seem so pointless and immature. I don't care who had sex with so-and-so. I've started thinking about life before I moved here again. ( Read more... )

I got a job.
HOORAY!!!~!!@!1

My life doesn't revolve around you anymore.

Okay, so I just got back from La Grange. Fucking rockin'. Me and my twin had so much fun along with all the other people who were there. I got to see who Lindsey is and needless to say, I still despise her. Jeanna&I are still looking for another member to add to the posse if anyone would like to apply. I <3 her. I no longer hate Casey and actually ( Read more... )

There is no one left to depend on but me.
That is a scary thought but I'm not scared.
I'm tired of this dependence.
I don't need them anymore.
I have to convince myself of that.
Strength is what I need but I don't know how to be strong.
I would run away but have no where to run to.
It's these times that you start re-evaluating your life.

ATTENTION EVERYONE!!@#3!1
Today is Harry Potter's birthday. Let us all celebrate.

Wow, life is such a bitch.

Life is kicking my ass.
Everything is far more complicated and confusing than it should be.
I hate myself.
I hate being alone and over-analyzing things because I have nothing else to do.
I wish it was winter again.
I love winter but hate school.
I wish I could just be completely content for 5 minutes.
Suck. Eh. Blah.

Why do people lie to me ( Read more... )