It makes me feel gross to look back and read all the entries I had when I was with Michael. He is horrible and made me feel like shit all the time, and it's hard to believe I ever thought he was someone I wanted to be with long-term. I didn't come in here to look at old posts and reminisce about how horrible things were before we ended things, but ( Read more... )

I need to write more. Like, actually sit down and write for myself. Reading back on all my "wah wah, Michael makes me miserable" posts and realizing how fucking epic my life is right now seriously needs to be documented. But it is almost 2am and I need to sleep because it is that time. So I will start tomorrow...or the next day. Hopefully soon I ( Read more... )

psyche :(

Ha HA! Things are great!

tonight was hard.

This time of year has progressively become more and more intense to me over the past couple years...what with abandoning my faith in Judaism, or going "Rogue" on God....with turning back around and yearning for a spiritual connection with something that I find familiar...to not observing the high holidays by going to services and fasting, but by ( Read more... )

AUGHGHHHHH I CAN'T WAIT TO BE A NUUUUURRRSSSEEEEEEEE

SOOOO MUCH MORE TIIIMMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMMEMEMEMEME

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Also, I'm incredibly sad that my AMAZING Anatomy and Physiology course is a couple weeks away from being over.

Too many conflicting emotions!

it's funny. I just read a ton of my old posts. They are always the same. I need a life.

Why is shit just continuously happening to me all the time?

OMG SCHOOL WTF BOYS OMG LOL.

that's about it right now.

(my backpack weighs more than I do.)