Today is the first day I wokeup feeling sad. I'm confused and I don't feel well and I don't ever want to do anything again. The high holidays are making me feel like shit. This is the first year in so many that I'm not observing....I feel really empty because of that. I have nothing to trust and no comfort readily available. I have zero money and ( Read more... )

I'm more than ready to escape people who don't care about how they act towards others. When I move into my fall house I will instantly be away from drama, being the one that people take shit out on, heartache, and all that other "good shit" I've been having to deal with. I'm ready to stop feeling like no one wants me around. I'm ready to stop ( Read more... )

shit is just constantly going down and I can't ever avoid it.

i could shake a baby im so mad.

jkdsgnkjnsd

sometimes the inside of my head makes me wanna explode.

I do not caaareeeee.

Summer is amazing.

(we still have so much time)

Well...

I just wish things were easier.

I miss Illinois.

I dont really understand how I feel

Shit has been busy ( Read more... )

I have been feeling very happy about life lately. I'm doing a great job of making 2009 a year all about me. It's selfish, I know, but I really need to focus on what is going to make me happy and go for it. Sometimes life slows down and clicks into place and things can be good for awhile. I'm happy with art and I'm happy that boots FINALLY has an ( Read more... )

I just feel so numb to everything but sad.

People have been telling me for years its going to get better but I'm getting really tired of waiting for that to happen.