I'm so sick of feelings.

I hate feelings.

Is it FUNNY that I'm destroying every single one of my friendships and relationships one by one?

im sick of backhanded comments
im sick of feeling ignored
im sick of getting in fights
im sick of feeling like shit about myself
im sick of having to take pills every day
im sick of not being with cat
im sick of everything.

Portland is good for me.

I a m l o v i n g e v e r y t h i n g.

I WANT TO GO TO PORTLAND I WANT TO GO TO PORTLAND I WANT TO GO TO PORTLAND

If you just keep pushing through eventually you'll be able to breathe again.

I take it all back.

I've been kind of lonely lately ( Read more... )

oh, PS

If you don't vote - - you completely give up your right to bitch about anything politically. So unless you filled out a ballot shut the eff up about anything.

it makes me mad when i find out people voted for Mccain. Wtf.

im going to be nervous all day.