Hey everybody!

I am back. Can not wait to see ya'll. I miss everyone and am glad to be here. Hope to see ya'll soon!

thursday is the day, the day reality will kick in for me. i do realize that he is gone. gone forever into a place far beyond. but on this thursday it is his day, his day he would have shined. he would be here enjoying his life. a new age he would have become. oh but why did he have to die. i sit here and think that why i am i celebrating a birthday ( Read more... )

readin the post that crystal put in made me think about the so called word friends. what are they? i don't think anyone can answer that undetermined question. it will ponder minds to come but in the end look deeper into what you call a friend because there may be somethin hidden deep inside them that will reveal to you the truth. i feel out of ( Read more... )

well i am fucked up pain pills and i am suppose to be feelin good but cuz of some fuckin ass hole, i am feelin like shit. i live w/ my ex who made me feel like shit when we were datin and is makin me feel like shit like we still together. we were friends b4 we got together, but not no mor. i am ready to get my own fuckin place. pissed

got back from a family reunuion. by the way i wasn't related to any of them, it's the family who i am staying with relatives. wow never felt as afward as i did today. it was okay because i got drunk off my ass. now i am sitting here drinking some more beer with some of my friends. prolly be drunk by the end of the night of at least have a really ( Read more... )

it's been awhile ( Read more... )

WHAT TO SAY??

Interesting times thats all I can think to say at this point.....

1. work: new job; working constantly and working my ass off.
2. partying: been hanging out at the moon but not lately. Lately I hang out at my house or go to someone elses house. Drinking occassionally but not often and not ridiculously out of hand either. BASICALLY JUST ( Read more... )

There are so many shit talkers in the world that frankly I believe they are just jealous and have nothing better to do than to talk shit about someone they know nothing about. I seriously don't give a fuck but when you confront me and believe the rumors that is when I give a fuck. You know you shouldn't assume shit. But obviously people can talk ( Read more... )

something i have been thinking about..... pondering, and now telling everyone

Many times I have had struggles.  Many times I have thought that I was in a bottomless pit and I would never get out and succeed.  But realizing I was stuck in this spot, pennyless with backed up rent due; I knew I had to get up and do something about it.  All the time ( Read more... )

feelings of pain and hurt inside ( Read more... )