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[blondetweaker]

i am so tired of everything. i don't even want to be here anymore. my life is just nothing but a big joke. i am not worth anything and either is anything else in my life. i don't care anymore what happens to me or what anyone thinks of me or even if i was to die. anything would be better than my life at this point. everyone thinks i am nothing as

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[copaseticstan]

Don't even let yourself begin to believe that. I would hope that you wouldn't think that I care nothing about you or your future. Actually I miss seeing you and haven't seen you in awhile.Things have gotten a good bit different than they used to be, but that doesn't mean I don't want to see you or that I don't care about you. Give me a call sometime soon I've missed adventuring with you.

[blondetweaker]

I missed you too. I know you care about me, but at the time last night I didn't and couldn't even think. As you know me and Kiri have been argueing constantly. Last night we began to argue again and then Spears jumped in yelled at me and said he was going to hit me. It scared the shit out of me. I didn't know what to think or what to do. I will give you a call but we have to do things during the day because I work at night. I would have given you a call sooner but I pretty much have been sleeping the day away. I go to work at 10 and then get off at 6. I am exhausted. I do miss adventuring with you too. I hope to see you soon.

[momitsnotme]

i agree.... get out out out... just remember... this town is everyother town. dont leave unless you're prepared to do it all again... or unless you're prepared to not do it all again. whatever the case... anyways... sorry about not adding you... i was confused about who everyone was when all these people got accounts one day... and i dont update much. cheerio.

[blondetweaker]

Me and my sister have been argueing a lot. We were argueing last night Spears decided to jump in and say he was going to hit me. I got scared and thought that maybe it would be better if I wasn't here anymore. That people would be more happier. That's okay that you didn't add me to your list. I felt hurt because I thought we were friends. It feel good to hear from you. I hope to see you soon.

[furryturtle]

you and i both know that's pish posh! you are not nothing! cheer up things shall get better, you'll see. =)

[blondetweaker]

Last night me and Kiri were bitching and then Spears was yelling and claiming he was going to hit me. I got scared locked myself in here and then the bathroom. I just began typing because sometimes I believe that coming here may have been a mistake for me and that everyone would be a lot happier if I wasn't here. I am sorry about the constant silence between us because you have seemed to do a lot for me. I hope you can forgive me and maybe there will be a chance for us to be friends again.

[celahn]

Do not let the bastards get you down, sweetheart. There is no reason to allow anyone to control your feelings except for yourself.

Easier said than done... but still... it was worth mentioning.

[blondetweaker]

Last night I wrote this when Spears decided to start bitching and saying he was going to hit me. I said that wasn't going to happen in my own house and then he said watch. I ran into the bathroom and started crying. Also, me and Kiri were fighting last night. Sometimes I feel like if I hadn't come here things would be a lot better. Now I even have friends here hating me.