nightmare within nightmare within nightmare.......

Saw my 'nephew' for the first time earlier today, hes sooooooo adorable, it was hard to give him back!! I was passing out while holding him, asleep on my shoulder/ chest. i miss kids, especially the little ones. Wishing I had a boy to cuddle with right now. Everythings all turned inside out. Please dont let the same thing be happening to me again. ( Read more... )

my day/ night(s?) just went from bad to worse. i dont want to explain in detail, just fucking bad. i know, i realize i am a big part of it. but why the hell are several people being so hostile? and why the fuck is so much expected all of the time? just be fucking honest with me, please! i will have respect for you in doing so. i will not be wasting ( Read more... )

thankyou everone who came to my party, you have no idea how much it means to me. and im sorry for passing out. ive done that too much lately when drinking. it is my birthday now. hooray. i shouldnt feel so fucking numb. why did everyone leave? i dont like my alone time. heres to me getting birthday cuddlin' tonight.

There is nothing, / There is anything, / But there isn't, / Perhaps there is, / Perhaps there isn't, / Surely there is, / Said there isn't, / It's not true, / There is truth, / The lie there is, / There is a lie, / The truth there is, / No one knows, / No one cares, / We know nothing, / We know everything, / Still don't know, / There is an answer ( Read more... )

Its so beautiful outside, I want to be out doing something in it. I wish I had a digital camera.. I would go for a walk right now and take a few dozen pictures. I guess my purpose is to find beauty, and share it in whatever way with others. One day, I will be a photographer ( Read more... )

god help me, i want to kill this guy.

try to think of more later.... going out.

01: johnny depp
02: oliver martinez
03: Chiaki Kuriyama
04: penelope cruz
05: asia argento

Tag!
_achaiah_
blueeyedsoul
elsean
luvpirate1345
paraantik

(list the top 10 celebrities you find most attractive, then tag 5 more victims...)

I wanna be adored

stupid me.