Wow, haven't updated in a long time ( Read more... )

I realize it's been a while since I wrote here. I am no longer with Dan, he turned out to be not what he claimed to be. He really didn't live the sort of lifestyle I am used to ( Read more... )

I am trying to not go off the deep end without Dan around. I miss him so much. The whole working out of town thing has proven to be a lot more difficult than I thought. And I was wanting to go with him on his next trip out but I don't know if work commitments will be allowing that. Which means after not seeing him for a month there is a great ( Read more... )

Dan and I are officially together. I am really happy about this. He is a really wonderful guy that I just can’t imagine my life without, now that I have him in it. To say I have fallen head over heals for this guy would be an understatement. I can’t remember feeling like this about someone since I was only 15 and met Jason. I don’t feel nervous ( Read more... )

I'd like to say that all things are perfect. I am happy though. I have little things that bother me that I don't know if I can get past. I am naturally a jealous person and have worked hard to not be a raging psycho with my jealousy but some things push me. Is an ex being your room mate going too far or what about 90% of your friends being the ( Read more... )

stomache knots ( Read more... )

It has been forever since I have updated here. Well, a lot has gone on since my last entry. I have come home from California, obviously. The Cali trip went well, I still don’t know the status off all that work stuff though, where I will be and what not ( Read more... )

I have been in Sacramento for a little over a week now, on business. Sacramento is a great place, I am really enjoying myself. Today I drove to San Francisco and went all over the place. My gods I love that city!!! I want to move out here... I feel like it is where I should be. Being out here feels natural. I love the office here too. I just can't ( Read more... )

Gods, I don't know what is wrong with me that I can't trust a thing men say any more. I hate it. I guess the good ones will be understanding of what I have been through and the one that aren't ... well just aren't worth my time ( Read more... )

He called her Kitten in a blog... that was my name... I feel like I have been smacked with a ton of bricks.