I took my sister to dinner tonight. She moved out of the house and moved into dorm/apartments like a month ago. So I finally drove my ass up to her school, that is like an hour away, and took her to dinner. It was really nice. It is funny slash weird slash odd slash cool slash great how through age we have grown more understanding of eachother and ( Read more... )

I really feel this leap of independence lately in my life. I realize that I am not living on my own yet, however I am paying rent where I am at. For once I don't feel this great need to have people in my life. I am content with what is here. I don't feel this overwhelming need to seek out. Although I never really made a lot of effort before to do ( Read more... )

Last weekend I went to St. Louis to see Benjamin, my Benny Bunny, again. Things were less than perfect. I got there on Friday at about 5pm and he gives me the bad news that his work was making him come in. I go and pick him up and we go to my Aunts, where I was staying, and he and I hang out for a bit before he had to be at work at 10pm. Things ( Read more... )

Wow where to start.... hmm...

Work is going pretty well. I go to Tallahassee in the 16th for a week. Then I go to Sacramento for 3 weeks on the 16th of October. Things are looking really good for me getting this promotion and moving to California. I really need as much positive energy in this direction as I can get. I have been putting out me ( Read more... )

So... I finally talked to Ben. What I found out was the farthest from what I had thought. His exgirlfriend is absolutely psycho. He is completely a mess and depressed. I just balled my eyes out and forgot about hating him and told him how much I love him. Why? Because it is the truth. The entire time I was with Josh I was thinking of Ben... I was ( Read more... )

Ok so British boys still totally rock and I heart them with a purple passion but like previously stated in a journal.... AN OCEAN AWAY!!!

I have given Ryan the Dr., Jason, Brian and Devin the axe!!! No more of their triffling shit, no more

Joey... sigh... yes totally sexy rockabilly hotty. I think I could fall bad for this guy. He is in a bad place ( Read more... )

Being single is fab right now I must say. I really enjoy all the lovely pretties in my life at the moment. I just think dating has too many games though. I am so tired of them ( Read more... )

Crazy Ben Shit....

Last night I was online and I got a message from what I thought was Ben. It turned out to be his ex girlfriend who had stolen his phone from him and was wanting to exact her revenge on him. When she figured out who I was she basically went ape shit and told me that I ruined their relationship. That he was supposed to be in love ( Read more... )

I am enjoying myself so much being in south florida I am have missed everyone so much.  I am going to go through withdrawls when I leave. I have to not think of that. Respecatables has help to make me remember why I love being single. Last night however reminded me how dangerous it is for me to have a harem. lol. Three guys randomly showing up in ( Read more... )

Tonight was my Pop's celebration of life. My Granny did not want to have a funeral for him because she knew it was something he wouldn't want. It was a really beautiful affair. The food was all things he would have relished and the alcohol ran like a river, I'm sort of drunk writing this. I toasted him... It was one of the hardest things I have had ( Read more... )