so i've decided that i need to get away for a little while. (haha! no, i'm talking about anything like my failed cali mission.)

i suppose i can thank alexis for putting this thought into my head. (haha, all your fault amerasian! lol, just josh'n, i love you to peices.) her and kaitlin are in virginia beach at the moment. i couldn't do the whole ( Read more... )

crossing my fingers that 2007 is the lucky year for me.


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the amount of time that a person has in this world has a limit. the amount of choices that a person can have thrown at them through out their period of time on this earth, has no limit.

friday, october 13th has slashed a meaning into my heart for the rest of my time that i'm delt to live...i lost my breath of fresh air in a smoke filled room, my ( Read more... )

i'm gonna give it to you, fresh.

straight up.


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i just want to know what you all think about this situation.

what would you do if your boyfriend/girlfriend dug through your phone or told you not to dress a certain way. who's right and who's wrong?

rachel<33

my life seems to keep becoming  more and more interesting as the days pass.

strange things happen and make me a better person, well maybe not better, but stronger person.

a few days ago i was weak. i had no boundaries that hadn't been pushed. i had no energy that hadn't been given; wasted or not. i had not hope that hadn't been crushed. i had no ( Read more... )

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i miss him more than words could ever possibly say...i wish he were here so that he could hold me a i fell asleep tonight.

i miss you landon...you're my baby, and i love you.

piece by piece, and bit by bit
i'll break this down for you, real slow-
but i can't whisper all of this
and i can't seem to let this go,

so i'll watch the matches, turn to ashes-
i' ( Read more... )

another day of work. long. miserable. boring. yeah.

i'm taking landon to richmond tonight. he's turning himself in tomorrow. i don't see things going the way he wants them to. it's sad really, and i wish i could think everything would be okay. i'm scared. i've never been in this possition before. i've never gone through this. it's hard to be strong, ( Read more... )