Im bak. woahhh...like neone gives a flying fuck. im all depressed today... i dont want to go into why becz i hate u and u hate me. i dont know... a lot of shit has been going on...with me and amanda and everyone in the group at least has some sort of drama going on. im sry for all that has shit that is hard. i was thinking of taking a feww more ( Read more... )

That is all i wanted to say... im going to go make and entry in the community now. BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yes indeed i have a plan. i am starting over new and fresh... i am not going to cut myself and this time im going to get through it all by myself becuz people dont seem to help. i relize that after what happended tuesday that people r no good. so now i am going to not cut and get through the urges by myself. so that is my plan ( Read more... )

i have to see mayda today. my mmom says for sure i wont go bak to the hospital...my mom also says i have symptoms of borederline... i dont think so. i was so pissed when she told me that. errrr ok im going now

yea today is fucked up. i cut all over my legs and shit and i went to denison and she was saying how i shouldnt talk about it to students and i was like i dont and she is like the students that came into my office i believe and i was like omg ur fucked up. then a bunch of other shit went on and then my aunt maria picked me up and i spent the day ( Read more... )

yea i am pissed. just a bad day... and now since i started cutting again my mom and mrs.denison think i am cutting now becuz i want to go bak to the fucking hospital. FUCK U ALL U FUCKING RETARTEDN ANIMALS!!!!!!!! iv cut for 2 years and never said one fucking word and now that it is out people r like ur cutting to get sent bak. no not really im ( Read more... )

ok last night i was like all sad and shit and i was crying and cutting and iv been cutting deeper ( YES!!!!!) and yea i was talking to malone and yelling at hime and shit and i was saying i dont want ne help and after talking and shit we got off and i was pissed i felt like i got abandoned or w/e so i threw the phone at my window and i cut and then ( Read more... )

i am depressed as all hell today. yesterday i didnt go to skool and after amber and britt came home they came on my porch and malone was there too and then amanda and brad and a few others came and said there were to mant people in the car so i couldnt go newhere... so the me amaber and britt hung out for awhile and then they had to leave becuz my ( Read more... )

yea i cut wednsday night. i am so upset right now and i wanna cut and i think im going to cut. the things is i cant becuz i did it all up and down my wrists and that is where i like to do it now, and i cant becuz i did it there on wednsay. maybe ill do my upper arms or legs. i dont know yet though becuz there is too much shit going on to trouble ( Read more... )

this is cool. i went to this thing where there is a community for cutters and we can talk and get advise and share what happened to us. so that is cool i dont think neone is going to email me though but that is alright. see i dont think i want to have this livejournal becuz all i want to write about is my feelings and vent about cutting and if i ( Read more... )