My LJ has been jacked up and wouldn't let me update, but I think I've fixed it. We'll find out ( Read more... )

I don't know what's worse

pretending I'm okay when someone who doesn't know what happened says something that triggers me

or telling them the truth and having to forever feel different: changed: dirty: fragile.

I put in my two weeks at the big group home last monday. It went about as well as I had hoped. My boss slapped me across the face. Twice. Literally. She told me to write her a letter of resignation in 10 words or less that I'm leaving because I hate her. I told her that I would like to work shifts every once in awhile so that the guy's are not ( Read more... )

Pics from Thursday :)

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I promised pics ( Read more... )

What a week...where to begin ( Read more... )

I haven't really been feeling well lately, and the nightmares have started again ( Read more... )

So Paul and I go to dinner, and we left a big candy bowl full with 3 lbs of candy in it sitting on the living room table ( Read more... )

Hey, so I've been kinda busy to update this, but here goes ( Read more... )

So I found out today that the guy Jay hit, Steven, died. It happened yesterday around 1:30 I think Jay told me. Jay wants to go to the visitation on thursday or friday so I told him that I would get the day off from work and go with him. Mom and his manager from work are going too.

Keep the prayers (and/or thoughts) coming.