first time in a long time ive felt like this but oh well when ya drink like i do you may as well be ready. Im begining to see where my im all alone complex came from I walk my own path in life thats just it im the only hell raiser in any of my families there in they avoid me because they dont understand me thats why family get togethers are so ( Read more... )

shew i need to keep myself away from tha computer and no more drinkin alone thats for sure ^_^, well im in bad for change it seems my whole life is getting stale. Im goin huntin in tha mornin hopefully ill have good luck but ill probably just freeze my ass off probably.

Im home but for what i dont know somethin iside me told me just to pick up from right there and go as far as i could but tha fear of runin outa money made me come home. I had fun on my trip ill tell more when im in a better mood. It seems escaping the truth is impossible im doomed to be lonely so thats just what ill be. I wish i was strong just to ( Read more... )

Im headin to southbend indiana to watch the Notre Dame Vs. Navey game which wont be much of a game but at least ill get to do some sight seein. Maybe while im there ill find the cure for my lonlieness i dont know if that s a word but i like it I suppose its sheer ignorance that im always goin for someone who has no interest in me but i dont know ( Read more... )

I wish they had parties like that every year i had so much fun, my sisters and bubies went home today and i miss them already it seems i learn more from them everytime they are near. Jeremy wants me to go to army cuz he can get me a job makin 75 thousand a year shew i dunno im just now startin to be a happy feller. It seems alchahol makes people do ( Read more... )

HA HA HA i cant even remember makin that last entry shew i had fun last night. Even tho im startin to get those old feelins like i dont even exist again cuz all my buddies was wit someone last night or on tha phone wit em well at least i took a walk and saw a shootin star like i said in my last entry. I just wish i knew what seperated me from ( Read more... )

Well whats goin down everone im kinda drunk and i love all of you and i dang mean it, i saw a shootin star tongight my wish is i cant tell. but i think ill sleep dis off love yall night sweet dreams see ya tommar.

Snake

Thats it in a nutshell i guess im gonna have to go to someones house that knows how to upload pics on this bitch and show yall.

Snake

if i had to be a limb on a human body i would have to pick the arms... why you say because its a tool used in daily labor mostly for lifting and griping, its used for greetings and nurturing young,in battle to grip blades, fire pistols, and just to use them alone to pumel someone, but my favorite reason is its used in love by caresing and embracing ( Read more... )

my CT scan came back negative but a big plus is i found out i have a brain but its inconclusive if it works or not ah i just want it for tha looks LMAO. but on a more serious note they still dont know whats wrong with me but i dont wanna do any more tests well untill somethin worse than dizzyness happens. Thank you everbody for your concern its ( Read more... )