I know I talk about this all the time now, but I cannot wait to go to NYC. I mean, its the city that never sleeps. THat's exciting. Plus I'm going with Nicole and we always have a good time. THink about how much trouble w can get into in New York. Oh the possibilities.

So far in 2007...
1. Have you had a gf/bf?: Yes...I love him

2. Have you had your birthday?: Not yet, but I can't wait to be 22. Most people can't wait to be 21, but I want to be out of that year.

3. Been to church? : yeppers

4. Cried yet?: not so much this year, but i have wanted to cry an awful lot

5. Had someone close to you pass away?: not close to ( Read more... )

I am overwhelmed right now. I just want to cry. My mood and anxiety does not really translate into words very well.  But my heart is racing, I have this knot in my stomach, and I just want to scream...or cry...I don't really know. I'm having a crisis of the faith if you will. I don't mean my actual faith (although that's a struggle all the same), ( Read more... )

I am so stressed right now. I just want to scream and hide in my room until the semester is over. I can't get any work done and I only have a week and a half left to do 4 lab reports, a paper, a homework set for pchem and study for 4 finals.

Wow. I got all worked up over this test I had today and it really wasn't all that bad. I don't think I did too horrible. But we'll see ( Read more... )

I don't know why i'm doing this, but oh well ( Read more... )

So I have been having the most violent dreams recently. They started a couple weeks ago. It's not like I've been watching scary movies or playing video games or anything like that. But that's kind of how my dreams feel, like a video game gone horribly wrong. It's always the same thing. I'm being chased by some guy who is trying to kill me. It's ( Read more... )

I think I am in desperate need of some discipline. Not the kind of discipline that involves me getting beaten or anything like that, but the kind that would make me decide to do homework instead of other things. I need to be more focused. Yeah that's it...more focused.

I got a 115 on my PCHEM test!!!!! Okay so I am very excited about this. Like you do not even know. I think I did well on my BIochem test as well ( Read more... )

Do you ever have crazy dreams in which you do things that you would never do in real life? Well I had one of those dreams last night, and, was kind of eye openning. It was crazy I tell you.

Oh well I have to go to school now. I have a lab and a test today.