I'm just going to keep holding on and hoping. Why in the world would I let go of someone I love that deeply.

In the hospital again, but this time is different. This time I asked for the help. I'm at the Chelsea Community Hospital at the only 'open ward' psychiatric unit in Michigan, supposedly. After 48 hours I have the option to take walks outside, and there's not even a door keeping me locked inside. I don't feel trapped like I have at other ( Read more... )

I was doing work for my aunt and mom this morning, and saw my uncle, a man around 80 who has been in recovery for forty some years if I remember right-ish?... saw a book he had out, it was a newer one of the "24 hours a day" book of meditations or whatever... and it was interesting. It was more about just bettering yourself as a person through ( Read more... )

Love is a tricky bastard. Hard to chew and tough to swallow. I'm doing better these days. Not completely sober but not abusing things. Im dating a wonderful man and he helps make me feel content with myself. I loved him the first time we flirted. Then one night I told him it in Vulcan ( Read more... )

Alone in an overpopulated world. How does that even work? Alone even when I do find someone to connect with. Not always physically alone, but more a feeling that my mere presence doesn't matter anymore ( Read more... )

I'll never love the way he treated me ( Read more... )

Treats me like I'm nothing ( Read more... )

This love is an addiction ( Read more... )

Life goes on in mysterious ways ( Read more... )

Standing at a crossroads ( Read more... )