Hitherto

[bluedaystryder]

It feels like forever since I've gone on livejournal. It's an old friend though, and old friends are always good to go back to. I stuff my emotions down so much that I feel like there's nothing going on around me. I think my medication is working so I'm in this inbetween stage of not being depressed but not being happy. I don't like it. I like

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[bluedaystryder]

I'm taking abilify and prozac right now.
I'm not sure how I feel about felt crafts, I don't think it's the type of thing I like. I like being more open or free to do what I want and felt seems limiting to things I find patterns for and whatnot.
I hope things are going good for you too!

[my_path]

I actually know what you mean, sometimes I like feeling out of control. I the anxiety during the day though...I can handle depression induced from drinking way better than I can handle day time anxiety

[bluedaystryder]

Yeah anxiety is not something I can handle well. I know depression so well that it became a part of me.

[friend_in_need]

I really feel like it is hard to overdo anything creative. Keep it up. Write some amazing shit! Start your JLAMACK contribution. You are the 'J' ya know. Gotta get started.

[bluedaystryder]

The writing hasn't been an interest recently, it kinda sucks. When it's not an interest, it tends to be pretty crappy. Maybe I'll seep into the writing phase soon though.

[3blinks_1kiss]

I went on LJ today, too!