Much needed entry.

[bluedaystryder]

John broke up with me. He tells me, "It ended a long time ago" and also "You're the one that left me long ago" ... So in his words, none of it is his fault and I should only have myself to blame. It's like he chose the two worst things to say at that moment. But what if that really is how he feels? I did indeed chose sleep over him, time and

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[ineverlikedme]

If those are truly his reasons, I think things can be fixed.

If they aren't, I hope you will get to the truth about things.

<3

[my_path]

I'm sorry...I hope you're okay. You can always call me if you need someone to talk to.

[bluedaystryder]

Thanks, I'm doing alright. The alone part hasn't really set in yet since till tomorrow I've still stayed at his house. I'd call, but at this stage I'd just end up in tears. Ridiculous. :-/

[bluedaystryder]

You know, I think he does have his own issues, you're absolutely right. It's not just him blaming me, it's also me blaming myself. I tend to do that... I'm gonna message you on fb instead of here for now on since I go on it more often. She mentioned being penpals, that sounds like found :)