so i finally got a hold of the electrical engineering head... who, unfortunately, is my advisor. first of all, he slammed me double majoring in communications repeatedly. i want to audit java since the teacher is an ass and i dont have time for the final project. once i told him, my self esteem and everything with it crashed head on into a mack ( Read more... )

i'm excited for next semester because i'm finally getting into the really cool classes =)

engineering math I
microprocessors (w/ lab)
java (w/ lab)
intro to systems engineering

unfortunately, this is when i start to not have a social life. granted, not like i really had one..

btw.....

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! ...almost =P

It's been almost 3 months since my last post... yet, still nothing too exciting or new to report.

I got a haircut yesterday... took 2 hours. Feels refreshing to get rid of a good 6 inches of hair.

thanksgiving already? another year older... before i know it, everyone is going to be married and having kids... ugh

why is stupidity such an irratating characteristic?

my mom...
doesn't call
never comes over
never writes
nothing

she finally came over to say happy birthday to my gpa when i was at work...

still, not one word or question about me

people always say blood is thicker than water and family is something that is valuable...
...the word, family, has lost all meaning to me

no matter how hard some try
some people
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Camping. Three days in the "woods". Sleeping next to trailers. S'mores and hot cocoa in 90 degree weather. Waking up to racoons sniffing around the campsite. No shower for a couple days. Seeing 15 stars compared to 3.

Hopefully I don't end up hurting myself or getting eaten by a bear....
...very excited to get away from everything...

for those interested... something i'm sure every kid has thought of after getting balloons.. and would be so much FUN!

http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,288809,00.html

fuck fuck fuck... i'm so stressed. I WANT TO BE DATA FROM ST... no emotions, no pain.. just work. I would go running to let everything go.. but then i might drop dead from a heart attack or some other ailment that i seem to have a never ending supply of ( Read more... )

while using the bathroom each day multiple times... i was starting to notice more and more the peeling wallpaper. very irratated i spoke to my gma about it... surprisingly she didn't say much so i went to the garage, got the puty knife, sponge and a bucket of water and began the task of removing the horrid 80s wallpaper. needless to say, the ( Read more... )

so i've just finished 3 days with my BF and it was amazing.... because we went to sea world!!! OMG i forgot how amazing that park is. so much fun to walk around and see the animals making their weird noises. almost got to see dolphin sex.. that woulda been something. OH and i had dinner at season's 52... yummerz. *sigh* i like vacations..even when ( Read more... )