Just went to the gym & started at 146 :) & i just got home & weighed myself at 144! i know its mostly water weight but this makes me feel good ( Read more... )

 At 146 today. i just started my period so i'm hoping by the end of my period that i'll be 140 again ( Read more... )

 i woke up this morning & was 147. thats down 2 pounds & i even ate late last night with my family:( my sister is in town so she knows about my problem and would've said something. so i had a turkey sandwich at about 930pm ( Read more... )

 just got back from the gym & ate a ltitle dinner:(
burnt 630 calories at the gym & did some abs!

i think im going to start setting a limit of calories & writting them on my hand, then crossing them off & writting a new total if i eat them. like a tally system.

today im around 1000 calories:(

tomorrow im going to write 800 on my hand. <3 i ( Read more... )

 feeling hopeless, fat, and worthless.. so i'm going to take a nap to get away from it all...

then hopefully go to the gym. iv ate about 900 calories today & its only 2pm... i hate myself. :(

 just got home from school ( Read more... )

 HEY ( Read more... )

stuck wide awake in my room...

i am a fat ass.. enough said. fml.

 i am 145 pounds... im huge. i wish i was 105. im 5'5 so my weight is huge i just always give up & binge. this has been happening for years now & after my 5 hour binge at christmas yesterday i feel even more like shit ( Read more... )

 I FINALLY GOT MY NEW COMPUTER so i can always be on here:)  recently iv been fasting then eating what i want then purging. i need a easier way but i can't come across it.

new years resolutionss hell yeah im going to be 115. im 140 right now. 115 is my total goal:)

so im totally ready for this if anyone wants to join my fasting message me:):)