I hate sitting around my house waiting to go to work cause it temps me to walk into the kitchen. I decided i'm not going to eat till friday.

This will be difficult but i know i can do it. ALL liquids :)  I'm going to be going to work till 6pm so i'm going to come home & run 5 miles:)

Debating wether or not to go in to my kitchen & throw away ( Read more... )

 Okay.. so i did awful yesterday i dont know where my mind was. I turned down taco bell though but ate cereal & chips w. salsa. Today i've ate a Cliff bar. Does anyone know if those are bad for you? they have a lot of carbs & sugar which is awful but its all i eat all day so i'm not sure if its good to eat that at 7:30AM & nothing the rest the day ( Read more... )

 I just got home form running 5 miles:)

happy to say i'm at 144 pounds. i was supposed to be 143 by friday but its nice to see i lost 2 pounds yesterday & i even ate dinner w. my family.

Today i'm allowing 200 calories cause my dad is making a huge dinner & he'll know something is up if i don't eat a little so i'm going to eat a bite of each thing.

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 I just went to the gym & burnt 700 calories on the eliptical :) :) it felt great i was seriously soaking wet from sweat & then did some abs & walked for 1.5 miles for a cool downn.

Its snowing outside all the sudden so i can't walk my dog like i wanted too :(

 I just got home from school & i am about to work out. i've lost about 2 pounds within the last 2 days which makes me really happy but i know if i binge today i will be right back up to 148. I jut weighted myself & i'm 146. It makes me happy that i lost 2 but at the same time it makes me feel like i'm going no where cause i was so skinny last ( Read more... )

 I haven't been on here in forever i have been just putting excuses on top of excues. I'm back at 147 pounds. I was at 130 this time last year it makes me so sick to see how fat i am in the mirror.

So today i make a goal to be back for good & i woke up ate a meal bar & didnt eat till 8pm & i had chips and salsa & some popcorn:( UGH i was doing soo ( Read more... )

 I'm all the way up to 149 pounds.. seriously idk what i have been doing to my life but i'm renewing my gym membership tomorrow so i'll be back on track with working out. If i don't work out then i will just be a fat plum on the couch ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning at 141.5. lbs ( Read more... )

 I havent ate all day. accomplishment on one part. but i'm so depressed right now. coffee is all i had this morning a 7am. i worked till 10pm tonight & seriously i was getting a temperature & about to pass out but thats okay. i looked in the mirror naked when i got home thinking i would see a difference & still saw nothing:( then weighed myself... ( Read more... )

 I ended up caving in last night & ate about 400 calories at 9pm which is SO bad. my dad was sitting there making a taco. i ate 1 & some carrots but i woke up this morning at 143.5 lbs, so i'm down which makes me feel better. i havent ate yet today other then coffee this morning (100 cal). & ill prob eat a carrot before work & thats it for the day ( Read more... )