let the beauty you love
be what you do.

-rumi

i just found out the most awesome news!! i have friday off in addition to saturday! YES! i can finally recover from working! and jon said i could take a bath at his house (i only have a shower).... and oh man do i need to just sit for like an hour in hot hot hot water =) mmmmmmm .... and free dinner tonight with my mom and movie with curtis. ( Read more... )

its cold out here under the half-lit moon.
i can see a little, but not so clearly enough
to make out the expressions on your face.
i can feel though, that you smile.

right now the sky is orange purple. im not sure how it managed that ( Read more... )

hey everyone. what a strange night. I missed the picture because i was drinking beers in the parking lot. i guess i sort of regret that. played some cards and such. had a good time. "i must be doing something wrong if youre talking to me" what?? what does that mean? carole took him to her place. good. im sleepy as fuck. we had crab. fresh crab ( Read more... )

i thought the low point of my day was going to be someone else cooking for me.
it was actually the burning pain in my stomach ive carried around all day.
either that, or being searched and seized while trying to sleep.

So i went to Fridays last night to get a lil grub and so the boys could drink at the bar. Unfortunatly, the lady behind the bar kicked us out from the bar table because i didnt have an ID saying i was 21. lame. we werent even at the bar. Mikes buddies came over from the flamedancer (i think?! what a weird name) club and me and ryan got restless ( Read more... )

one man's trash is my treasure
one man's trash was my day's pathetic saviour.
(a half full pack of cigarettes)

i had more to say about today and yesterday but i deleted it.

somedays i stay, and some days i leave.
with every new person, with every new story
i change.
i know what i want, but not what i need
ive given more advice than i'll probably
ever take.
thats why, im not gonna wait.

hahahahahahaha what was i thinking?

i have characteristics similar to a coke addict.