well tonight i went to lauren's christmas party ( iwas so nervous about all the food) and i saw alyssa who i haven't seen since like eighth grade ( Read more... )

i am doing good so far today. :) so far: two frozen grapes, (they take longer to eat) and a like corn thin (22.5 calories) just gotta go one day at a time ( Read more... )

Matts birthday yesterday... HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAT!!! (yes there is purposely one t) spent the night at Catherine's last night... we went and saw Mona Lisa Smile.... it was good. I am just so damn depressed lately... i mean christ i've never been this depressed which is kinda scarey b/c i do some crazy shit when im depressed and this is like MAJOR ( Read more... )

damn library chairs are so uncomfortable....

i'm at school in the library. yeah... definately skipping chemistry. I am sitting with my friend Jenni (who is also on her live journal, shout out to jenni) and can't help but think about how she doesn't know me at all ( Read more... )

my therapist asked me a question taday and it really got me thinking.. the question?: what will make you happy... *ponders this* honestly i haven't felt happ in such a long time that I don't even know anymore...

hmmmm i am going to stacie's party on new years. we are going to disney and the are having breakfast with the characters!!! YAY! its gonna be fun....

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Kayla: December 15. To All of You Who Think I Am “Fine”: I am writing this letter because I am in so deep, there is no way to verbally express my feelings. My tongue is nonfunctional and my fingers have taken over. Might as well come out and say it off the top: at this moment I have officially reached the bottom. I do not think it is possible to go ( Read more... )

forgotten but not yet gone......