i finally figured out the right, fresh way to revamp my website. i've started a tumblr blog that will also double as my personal home (bluemekka.net will be pointed there soon, i think). i may still use this livejournal here and there, because i truly love love love the years of words i've arranged in this space, but i feel more and more that i'm ( Read more... )

before electric light ( Read more... )

/ though stuck i am never misplaced

as much as this is your journey, it is also mine.

have to remember that.

unexpectedly moved by this one event in the giant cog of life within this city / within my reach.

i saw a ghost this morning when i was walking up gough to hit up the bevmo (nope, no stone juxtaposition) and whole foods. a walking, not talking, perfectly clothed up to the beanie on his head, perfectly perfect ghost. and he blew me a kiss ( Read more... )

ugh, nightmares. my brain managed to combine 500 days of summer and sorely missing k this weekend into a dream during which he announces he wants to be in a open relationship while we're on a trip to boston visiting all the wacky kids we met in mexico. (yeah, i know. wtf?)

finally woke myself up at the part when we were in the miata (road trip to ( Read more... )

i'm 27 years old and upset that my boyfriend was invited to a belated birthday dinner out with a couple we're both friends with. i was not. (even considered? mentioned? thought of?)

feel more like i'm 14. but still. sometimes it really, really sucks being a girl. time to sleep this offfffffffffffffff.

and while we're at it, i'm done with summer. ( Read more... )

went to mexico last weekend (code name #tequilacon). yup. that was a thing ( Read more... )

working late, indulging in my guilty pleasure music. the kind that reminds me how much i always wanted to fall in love with a poet, a tortured artist, a something or another who takes me back to all the little parts of me that have been so scattered recently ( Read more... )

i know i was bragging earlier this week about finally getting my apartment back to myself after a week of guests... and i know i've been looking forward to this three day weekend of solitude for awhile now... i have a full list of tasks to accomplish (including finishing that damn website finally)... but it's definitely going to take some effort to ( Read more... )