I'm at work.... bored outa my fucking mind.... and it's only gonna get worse for the next 6 to 8 weeks....!!!

I know this job pays well, got me my house..... but if I dont find a new job soon, im gonna gouge my eyes out with a rusty flat-headed screwdriver!

If only my brother could know how outcasted, shunned, unappreciated, unwanted he could make one feel......... I would expect this behavior from him towards anyone else... but being this way to blood? People and parents try to soothe me when i question this by saying all these things he does and says....... why havent i seen them? I hear about him ( Read more... )

well....... a little spark came into my life in the form of a person.........i dont know what to do.... but i like this person....... cant explain it.......

you know..... ppl ask what i want.. or even better, what would make me happy.

It's simple....

I want sumthing happy in my life..... I wanna wake up and be excited. I want a reason to jump ( Read more... )

yea..... there's nothing better than getting high, putting on some gloves, wearing my baja hoodie and boots and running thru the snow dunes..... that is untill the wind comes and the baja hoodie then proves it isnt a good wind breaker..... still fun tho...

the good people get burned by the bad and the bad ruin them for the good

a friend's well put quote

the past couple weeks i have been cranky...... I'm very close to graduating college and its the slowest/hardest semester yet. But lately im stuck in a house with a drama queen mom, an asshole dad... I rarely leave the house but to go to the gym. I'm confronted with the fact I may have to move out of state to work. I can't get a gf to save my life. ( Read more... )

yea i know its early, but why not........ I'm having a party up north again..... actually more ppl may come this time.... no drama..... more substances ;-) and no soberness :-) it's either the weekend before or the weekend of memorial day..... that way it's not too hot, not too cold, no bugs... etc..... so those precious few (you know who you ( Read more... )

here it is 10 pm on new years.......

No one....... not even my brother cares

I've spent the better part of an hour balled my damn eyes out....... not even my mother is answering my phone calls

I guess it takes holidays and special occasions to see who really cares and who are truely a friend, and regretfully I really do have no one
So to ( Read more... )

well i went shopping all day with my shopaholic aunts... yay..... i come home, work out... then my dad decides he wants to sleep on the couch cause hes sick....... so im basically locked in my bedroom cause no one wants to wake him up...... to top it off, my bro was suppose to call me to do sumthing and STILL hasnt called.... its fucking 2 in the ( Read more... )

i hate stupid hoes