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Mar 16, 2007 19:42

If only my brother could know how outcasted, shunned, unappreciated, unwanted he could make one feel......... I would expect this behavior from him towards anyone else... but being this way to blood? People and parents try to soothe me when i question this by saying all these things he does and says....... why havent i seen them? I hear about him ( Read more... )

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thresimplwerds March 17 2007, 04:49:38 UTC

I was looking out for you bill. Im so sick and tired of having to prove myself to you. Of course you dont see what I do for you. its selfless. I don't go trumping to you about how good of a brother I am. that would be called bragging. I'm sorry you don't see the things I do for you.
Woe is me, woe is me, stop pushing me away. I've had to deal with you calling me a shitty brother and how I'm never there for you for months, yet I still stand up for you. Learn to appreciate things or kiss them goodbye.

bluengold001 March 17 2007, 16:20:16 UTC

whatever..... ur actions to me say millions of words....... Do you realize that some things you say or sometimes do very much out weigh the little hidden things u do? I do appreciate the actions behind me back so to speak....... but dude I want you to be a friend, not just a brother and the way u act and talk around me... I feel like erich, adam, levi and the rest are better friends to you than i am............ Just think about the things u say and how u do and have acted to me and ask if u treated me even the same way uve treated ur friends.... and if its "kinda" or "no" thats wrong..... cause in two seconds I'm make u higher than garit......... but lately I'm "scared" to even talk to you in fear u'll snap my head off.... again

thresimplwerds March 17 2007, 16:38:08 UTC

1. yesterday was the first tiff we had in weeks
2. do you even remember what I said that was so mean?
3. I'm a brother first, I don't care if you dislike me, as long as your safe than that makes me a good brother.

onestarhotel March 17 2007, 18:40:15 UTC

bill,
when you aren't around and someone says something that could even be remotely offensive to you, Chris sticks up for you until he hasn't a breath left in his body. I just think that you should know that he DOES love you. He cares about you more than you know.

~Erich